Jogging behind mirage in a losing bet in Iraq

I want to tell you that I never write stories for you from fiction. Every day I have a new story. I do not have a storyteller to choose from every day a story. I try as hard as I can to show you a truly horrible picture in this world. Inside Iraq. And highlight the pitiful creatures of the wrong being called humans. I also explain to you the extent of the injustice that I am subjected to. I am in Iraq. I also try to overcome my energy to warn you, especially in Europe and America. You are brothers, a target for the devil inside Iraq ... I will also change the method of writing in this subject to talk about myself .An unusual error occurred. I am trying to rid myself of slavery. I was watching the spider catching insects. I felt that the spider rejoiced when the prey tried to rid itself. I did not know why. At the end of the subject you will know the answer to this .. I will never talk about this subject, which I consider important to me. This may be related to circumstances, too. Or the level of thinking. Or the truth. Sometimes the degree of remorse is that the person despises himself, for example, he wore a shirt of his or her color and shape. He says how I wore this. Etc. But regret in cases of danger is something that can not imagine the harm that comes from it. The person may regret it I do not take the advice of anyone. But the regret in this case does not work. There will be no room for correcting. I also regret that I did not adopt a method or an idea. This is what happened to me inside Iraq. Now, many are happy to liberate Iraq. I opened a non-governmental organization like thousands of organizations inside Iraq. It was not a combat group at all. It was a voluntary humanitarian organization.
2 It is expected that centuries of persecution are over and over. Every person has to plan for the new life. It's like a guard who was holding a gun all night and we got up in the morning and went to rest. Many people expected Iraq to become America's brother. And this is a wonderful thing for everyone. It means getting rid of misery for long periods. I am one of those who bet on this. But terrorism also existed and was tested. He also had his account and his expectations. Of course, the question of Iraq being the brother of America and Europe. I mean, it has no place and no hope inside Iraq. But it also expects Shi to work on this basis. After a while, the coalition countries left Iraq. That the cursed terrorism is betting on an unexpected paper. It is the departure of those forces that were the only threat to him. I was a loser. I even opened a non-governmental organization. I volunteered to spend everything I had on her and on humanitarian work even though I was a very poor person. The situation has reached me. I have become unable to buy shoes that are used until, and beyond, in circumstances like what happened inside Iraq. Terrorism has taken control of Iraq after the departure of the international forces. So any hope remained inside Iraq. I laughed at myself for example and continued. No, I have closed the organization and I have no regrets at all about this decision. But the game has not yet started .. Of course I am a poor person as I said. I do not have a house but live with my family in their home. I do not have anything I can sell even. There are no reliable friends. There are no people I know for money or the rich. My condition is totally zero.Although this situation is very bad, but the next much worse. It is like many friends in 1990. This was a completely tragic situation. The former regime fled and after a while it returned. When it came back and took control, the liquidation stage began. . Here, the same situation has become inside Iraq. The terrorism that took control of Iraq. And after he took full control of everything inside Iraq. I am classified as a friend of America and European countries inside Iraq. I also opened a non-governmental organization. Of course, I was one of the easiest targets of terrorist gangs. Because of the lack of any possibilities I have .. Do not follow me and the people stand with me and no clan or relatives or friends. I also do not have any money. Not even a personal weapon. All this was because of the linear expectation. But I thought that the battle against injustice was over. I do not need any weapon or any followers or people who stand with me in problems. There was a law and an iron state that is the brother of America and European countries. And it will be fair with the people. No need I and no other to have followers or weapons .. The important. I was one of the easy targets of these gangs. They beat me with a radiation weapon. A slice of mind control was planted. I was just a victim of a parakeet. Doll laughing at them. Then I was chosen to be among the offerings they give to their leader. Satan enters it and exploits it for a while and then they are killed. Of course, these circumstances meant one thing: either surrender or a totally unequal confrontation. I chose the second. Of course, circumstances like that in which I look like someone who has fallen into enemy territory. A spy device was placed on him and he was hit by radiation.4 means every step I make they know. Even my thoughts are read by them. As I have said to you, I have programmed my soul against something that has already been done. I must change all this programming. And to obey the fait accompli. I am in the midst of a state that my enemy has become governed by. And I will not be a welcome person in all the organs of the state or non-governmental institutions. It means the same thing as in 1990, or the way the state and other institutions dealt with any Kurdish citizen. He meant even if he had a right that he would not take. Or risk indicators. It is unfortunate. Iraq, when liberated, raised the slogan of reconciliation and peace. He was granted the amnesty and the opportunity of life ... for all. But the terrorism that he climbed on this will not give him an opportunity. Because he knows that he will give them a chance to give them a chance through his intercession. I mean, I am in the area of ​​enemy and above this I have nothing. No money, no house, no anything, no friends, relatives or people. All of them are absolutely trustworthy. All state institutions. It is controlled by terrorism. For example, go to them to ask for help. And when I go back again, I am told that the orders were given to them not to give anything. Of course, this is not only in your Afak district. I live in it all the way in Iraq. The power of this person who spies on his authority exceeds the authority of the President of the Republic. He, for example, gave his orders to all the members of the House of Representatives in the province of Diwaniyah. This is unusual. Also all security devices. This is the case in all governorates of Iraq. The gang's authority over non-state actors is unusual, and even personalities from tribal elders, religious leaders, or religious institutions. Also, dear friends, this is not at all weird inside. also in the time of the former regime. Those who have a security visa have no hope inside Iraq, even when they visit anyone. The security services are holding that person to find out the reasons for the visit. That is why no one welcomes them. Because their presence will be due to problems. This is the same thing happening with me inside Iraq. Of course, at that time, terrorist gangs were waging campaigns against the friends of America and Europe and killing many of them. And made many of them turn into enemies. In this completely dark atmosphere, it seems strange. The emergence of a group that claims to be with America and European countries inside Iraq. For example, in Afak district there is a group of West and North. Appeared to claim that it was with America and European countries. Here is my friend. In the situation in Iraq, which for me is like a person walking in a desert where there is no water. Then he sees a green oasis in the middle of the desert. Of course, fatigue and thirst. Which can save his life. So he stays in the middle of the desert better than to throw himself into ruin ... Here I and many friends of America Europe in Iraq have fallen into this deadly trap. For me, I considered myself worthy of the title of the dumbest person in the world we went to this group. This is a group that has been formed by terrorist gangs. Its goal is to contain all friends of America and European countries inside Iraq and then be killed with ease. As for me, I forgot the caution. I was lying to myself. I see very clear evidence indicating that they are only elements of this gang. First, the laws they know. It can not be a group with America and Europe.Gang Laws. I mean, have all the laws in the world been implemented and only the laws of this gang remain. For example. On top of that their records are the same as those of the gang. They are all in one circle, despite all this. But stupidly, I am lying. Go to the elements of that group. I see the treachery of their bear. Terrorism is related to them. I do not know what happened to me that period. Is it the shock of disappointment? If I find something that will help me .. I have to withdraw myself. Once I notice evidence that they are a trap. But the continuing progress amid this trap is madly mixed up stupidly and mingled with disappointment. It is like living in an island without water. Then he thinks that the other island has water so he risks his life and exhausts his energy to swim in the sea to reach and find nothing. But if he keeps his card better for him than running behind the illusions. Of course, I was not so stupid as to qualify for the stupidest person award. But my ambition increased with more stupid points. When I tried to become a leader on that group, they thought that they did not understand anything. I tried to give directions to them. It was necessary to change the laws and separate their records. But I finally arrived. To Shi I look like I've lost a year and a half. It is not easy, brothers, that a country collapses like a palace of sand. Where did all the institutions go, the army or the constitution? How could a terrorist intelligence officer control a whole country and put the keys of this country in his pocket like a car, for example. Or put Iraq in his pocket .. I have turned everything .. So I got to the fact that I should be programmed on the truth only that I am only A victim of slavery in Iraq. No job for me, no organization or tribe leader. No followers of me. I am not. I also have to know that I am in a totally enemy zone.. I mean, I am a tribal leader and I have to act as if I am a tribal leader and if I do not do this. Or someone comes to compete with me on this post and takes it from me. These tricks devil .. While I do not have anything inside Iraq .. I do not even have something that can be stolen from me. But Satan also tries to make me live in the illusion that I have to follow an example or a position. Of course, I turned a year and a half into a stupid number one. I was acting like a person who had followers. But I was so stupid I did not think to test those who say they follow me. For example, I say to them, change the laws that you know and your records. And they gave the amount of twenty million dinars. I know if they really follow me. Firstly . I have kept the title of the stupidest enough .. I have made me know who I am inside Iraq. It is a lache. Just a victim of a parakeet .. no. That's why I started to act on this fact.